Monday, January 25, 2010

Last Night in New York

I would like to not believe it, but it's true. This will be my last night in New York. for now. Living in Brooklyn for the last 6 months has been an adventure I was prepared for, but didn't want to experience it. I had doubts but I wanted to conquer them and over come them.....Well, after getting robbed a couple times, lost everything, to losing a shelter...to getting a job that got the place I have been at for the last 4 months. Addictions are hard to watch and be around. As for myself yes I'm addicted but, I'm also addicted to living and progressing. Not saying that the ones around me weren't, but their choice of addictions were far more harmful, and dangerous, and deeper. Watching and being around these lifestyles I became more invovled in my world and kinda rode that wave....Didn't go out much, and just wanted to keep building my career from the ground up..... I enjoyed djin in brooklyn for a couple months, and learning how to build a buisness and to market the unmarketable. I didn't enjoy not getting payed wich hindered my situation. So now I'm seeing opportunites of positivity and hope, and I want to reach out for them. Even if it means getting rid of more things and going across the country. Love and dedication drives me limitless adventures. I don't mind anything as long as productivity is there. I will go the weeks ahead with a strong mind, and focus towards happiness....When I feel great, My art Feels great. I cannot wait to connect with some of the music connects I have in Cali and make something special....So I can listen to it riding my bike all over the Hills and mountains and beaches.......Hope and Dedication is Key in this Adventure......I'm not lost, I'm just Living Life =)

Much Love